It’s been a good minute since I’ve written on here so bare with me while I fumble through it and try to make sense of the platform, the thoughts, and how to put them down on here without some sneaky bastard from work finding this and telling someone about it.
The last year and some change has been a roller coaster. I love my job and have excelled at it in spite of my mental illness or the outside factors that are pushing me to fail. My family has changed tremendously in ways that I will have to get into in another post. Each change has brought with it, good and bad. Changes are still coming to this dysfunctional little family and they are scary and exciting at the same time.
For me, I’m still the same except now I have some sort of ambition to get out of the house and do something with myself. I am borderline obsessed with work to the point of being a little….scratch that….very annoying about it. I think, dream, and live work. Work, work, work. Now my entire family works for the same company so I’m surrounded by it.
I just passed the last of three very sad and traumatic anniversaries that come each year within a two week period and attempt to pull me down into some deep dark hole. I made it, again. Yay me!
This virus shit is putting a strain on everyone’s lives lately and its not looking to let up any time soon so I guess that’s another stressor to add to the mix. But, we take what we are thrown and we run with it, right?
Anyway, I just wanted to let all of my 2 readers that I am still alive and am considering posting again. If you still subscribe, thank you!
Take care of yourselves and your health!